25 March 2012

a day before

I feel so awkward. I feel I've done many mistakes today. I don't know. I feel so idiot. and I'm realize that I'm a annoying girl. I'm so sorry

now, I promise to my self from tomorrow I will smile and laugh. no more tears. yeah, I hope so. I don't wanna be sad or cry. I just wanna fill my day with smile, laugh, happiness and love

23 March 2012

Randomly

It's march. so? is anybody here can hit my head? I couldn't remember anything now. I'm kidding. well, my 18th birthday is coming soon. it's about 3 days later from now. how do I feel? RANDOMLY

I wish I can celebrate my birthday with everyone that I love most. of course with family, with friends. I wanna through that day with my bf. the point is I wanna celebrate my birthday with them

but this year, mom and brothers won't be there. they're too busy with their stuff. maybe just three of us. daddy, lil brother and me. and my friends I don't think they still remember my birthday. last year they forgot my birthday. bf?of course he will remember. he set alarm on that day. I was thinking what if he not set the alarm? is he still remember?

the last point is, "are they still remember me, remember everything of me? still remember my birthday?"